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True comments.  I knew on the long drive that we describe towards the end of Blind Allegiance, when I felt compelled to tell my story, that this would be tough.  I have lost friends, some of which I admire deeply, but I hope that someday they will see the truth as well.

Wow, we need leaders who are strong, principled, and honest.  With the turmoil going on around the world, I have to say that she would be a disaster as president, because she is none of these things.  Her principles are pushing her own ambition, she can not handle criticism, and we detail repeatedly in the book many instances where she was flat out dishonest.

The unfortunate thing, is that I carried on alongside her and pushed for her agenda.

The attacks are already starting, and I knew it would be tough.  Someone wrote me last night saying that "sometimes when you tell the truth you feel like you are standing alone in a room full of enemies".  I have strong family, strong God, and strong friends supporting me.  Hopefully people will see the attacks for what they are.

I do not hate Palin, I guess I hope that she could bring herself to read Blind Allegiance herself and OWN the reality of who she became.  It is sad in a way, someone with IMMENSE potential, much of it wasted on fame and chasing the limelight.

this is answered two fold, first, the McCain camp did NOT fully vet Palin.  we detail this in Blind Allegiance. 

But yes, at the time, I would have given her glowing recommendations or kept quiet had I been asked. 

It took quite a while to come to my senses and realize what I was doing was not in line with my values. 

This book shows how someone can worship a person, ultimately doing things that they know in their heart are not right.  I strayed from the values that I was raised with, and the book shows my journey from hope, through tough times, and back to hope again.

I did everything that I could to comply with the Attorney General's office as I did in the fall of 2008 when they asked for emails.  These are my emails, sent to and from me on my personal accounts.

We detail points in the book specifically where the Attorney General's office wanted specific emails removed.

Palin is doing what I did when I worked for her.  Avoid the meat of the details in the book, and demonize the messenger.  She personally has not commented, but her surrogates are.  In fact today before the segment on The View, Elizabeth Hasselback tried four times to get a statement from Palin and she simply would not comment.

It is difficult to argue with her own words.  They tell the story.

A lot of "Palin Speak" is canned phrases she senses will fire up a crowd.

This is just false. 

It was painful to relive my bad moments and very diffucult at times.

I can't say enough good about Ken Morris and Jeanne Devon.  They labored through this process alongside me no matter our political differences.

They are a brilliant team. 

In Blind Allegiance I detail many things I did wrong, but I have to say the thing I regret the very most is NOT standing up and telling the truth when I learned that we had illegally coordinated with the RGA in October of 2006.  I was a coward.  I will have to live with this forever.  Had I spoken up, things may have been very different.

My hope is that people will read Blind Allegiance and realize the importance of holding their leaders accountable.  We can't accept canned phrases.

On my side of the aisle, and get sad when I see commentators I follow and have respected, worship Sarah Palin.  Slowly I have seen some of those commentators start to ask her tough questions and demand an answer, but it is still very rare, possibly because she drives their ratings.